Before I was a Mom -
I
slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I
brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.
Before
I was a Mom -
I
cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a
lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought
about immunizations.
Before
I was a Mom -
I
had never been puked on - Pooped on - Spit on - Chewed on, or Peed on. I had
complete control of my mind and My thoughts. I slept all night.
Before
I was a Mom -
I
never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests...or give
shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy
over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before
I was a Mom -
I
never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never
felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never
knew that something so small could affect my life
so
much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love
being a Mom.
Before
I was a Mom -
I
didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how
special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a
mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel
so important.
Before
I was a Mom -
I
had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all
was okay. I had never known The warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The
wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of
feeling so much before I was a Mom.
Happy Mother's Day to all moms, especially my mom and and mother-in-law. Thank you for all you've done and continue to do for me and my family!